Desire
For Male Feet
by Afrika
Negron
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Author's Note:
Before you read, you have to know, I'm not English Speaker, but
I'm going to try to write as good as possible.
Story …
Psychiatry is not able to give an explanation of the origin of this
desire, so deep by the feet, male feet in our case. Explanations
are in fact, pseudo-scientific. In my personal experience I remember
once when I was a child, I remove the shoes and something drew me
to put one foot in the toilet, I did not do it, but was the first
experience with the foot fetish, I felt a strange desire to put
that part of my body in the dirt and I feel very good. This was
the beginning of an orientation and determination of the sex object
that would be installed for years in my mind and my emotions, in
an obsessive way.
Later, fighting and wrestling with a friend, I feel eroticism, because
we fighting barefoot and he take off their shoes, I bent and work
over his feet. Finally, I don't Know how, but my dad's feet were
beautiful, and I began to take, touch, smell, suck and ... over
them, many times while he slept.
But take advantage of his deep dream to abuse of his feet, I became
shy, withdrawn, complexed, silly and not confident. I knew I was
different, in some way I was aware the violation of his physical
integrity and to do this in the shadows. I felt embarrassed. I was
fearful of being caught I think that is typical in many perverts,
dangerous or not dangerous.
For years I had sexual fantasies in which the objects were the male
feet. But was reduced until when I was in twenties. I met a warlock,
he was my boss and I fell in love with him, I became insane desire,
but it took me almost to suicide, including depression, pornography
and shamelessness. When I confessed him what I felt, he only smiled,
he was happy. The guy was married, but knew what was in my mind;
I think he was attracted by some interest to me. Then he was away
from me, when I was fired because my contract ended, over.
This made me look for an exit, although I had been an atheist I
began seeking God. I remembered that I saw. The power of the sorcerer,
for I thought they should have a superiour superior force behind
him. He was able to discover hidden secrets in my mind and sometimes
predict the future, in addition to moving objects with his mind.
He was not a magician, but he was an important executive and business
man. Also he hides something wrong with him. I had to look to God
to restore my sanity in the process I found this:
Bible .... Romans 1: 18 to 32 (vers. 26) .
God's Wrath against Mankind
18The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the
godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their
wickedness, 19since what may be known about God is plain to them,
because God has made it plain to them. 20For since the creation
of the world God's invisible qualities-his eternal power and divine
nature-have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been
made, so that men are without excuse.
21For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God
nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their
foolish hearts were darkened. 22Although they claimed to be wise,
they became fools 23and exchanged the glory of the immortal God
for images made to look like mortal man and birds and animals and
reptiles.
24Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts
to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another.
25They exchanged the truth of God for a lie, and worshiped and served
created things rather than the Creator-who is forever praised. Amen.
26Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their
women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones. 27In the same
way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were
inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed indecent acts
with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their
perversion.
28Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain
the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind; to do
what ought not to be done. 29They have become filled with every
kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of
envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, 30slanderers,
God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of
doing evil; they disobey their parents; 31they are senseless, faithless,
heartless, ruthless. 32Although they know God's righteous decree
that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue
to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.
If you read, you are going to be surprised that someone was homosexual
after he was a mature man, it is not usual, as you know usually
the man is Gay since he was teen or before.
But what child can be blamed for this:...." For although they
knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him,
but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened.
22Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools 23and exchanged
the glory of the immortal God for images...". I was not this
when I was assault by the desire for feet.
Romans 1 describes this in the Bible, only happens to adults, and
happened to your parents, grandparents, great-grandparents ... One
of them was proud, arrogant, worships something and not God, and
mistakes of our parents, we (sons) have to pay.
And this is clarified:
Exodus 20:5,6
5 You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD
your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of
the fathers to the third and fourth generation of those who hate
me, 6 but showing love to a thousand {generations} of those who
love me and keep my commandments.
Exodus 34:7
7 maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion
and sin. Yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished; he punishes
the children and their children for the sin of the fathers to the
third and fourth generation."
"God gave them" whom? What force or spirit to attack me,
and I started to feel something weird with male feet when I or you
were children....
Revelation 12:12 (New International Version)
12Therefore rejoice, you heavens, and you who dwell in them!
But woe to the earth and the sea, because the devil has gone down
to you!
He is filled with fury, because he knows that his time is short."
Perhaps it was the devil, the spiritual force that is in the earth.
The devil may have to make major disasters (wars, corruption, evil),
but not only is the devil but the evil fallen angels, are too in
the earth ... is the force behind the evil sorcerer and opposite,
those set Angeles a thought in my mind, which affects my heart and
emotions, because they had access to me for the sins of my parents,
grandparents ... ...
Ephesians 6:11-13 (New International Version)
11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against
the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and
blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against
the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of
evil in the heavenly realms.13Therefore put on the full armor of
God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand
your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Most
of the demons are not even in hell, but they are doing things in
the mind that psychiatrists can not explain.
Who is Satan, who wants?
John 10:9-11 (New International Version)
9 I am (Jesus) the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved.[a]
He will come in and go out, and find pasture. 10The thief (Satan)
comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they
may have life, and have it to the full.
11"I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his
life for the sheep.
A spirit of evil was influencing my life since childhood, was planning
to cancel my life, by reducing the attraction to shame, wanted to
kill, destroy me, but God picked me up and He clean me, I never
thought that I could have a family, children, be happy. Reach out
to feel happy in an intimate relationship with a woman. It never
could be met, but the Holy Spirit leads to a harmony that is incomprehensible,
understandable.
I did: Just Look to Jesus and repent .... He is alive and his spirit
is also in our World, but will cost you overcome evil, we can with
the help of the Spirit is a daily struggle. ..... is a war not against
men, it is against ourselves and against evil spirits, but you can
do it, we need also a Christian Church, Prayer and Bible study daily
Start with to declare, this sentence will give you access to the
spirit of God:
"LORD Jesus enters into my heart, forgive my sins, clean my
soul, save me, Lord helps me to trust you with a faith as a child,
in your Holy name I ask AMEN.
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